Caron Carol.

Sun, 27 Apr 2008 15:27:19 GMT

ok, as you can see, no entries have been updated here for the past 4 weeks. pretty clear that ive moved. my lj screwed up, so if ure wondering i dont blog anymore. ure wrong.. lol. relink me!

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ohkay, see you there! :D

Sun, 27 Apr 2008 15:24:01 GMT

ok, as you can see, no entries have been updated here for the past 4 weeks. pretty clear that ive moved. my lj screwed up, so if ure wondering i dont blog anymore. ure wrong.. lol. relink me!

here's the link!

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so from now on, dont refer HERE to check out my entries, check it out at the link above!

ohkay, see you there! :D

scab, scab, scab!

Fri, 21 Mar 2008 19:09:47 GMT

i fell and scratched my knee the other day, i think. i dont remember how i got that ugly looking wound on my right knee, actually. -_-

now it's dried up, and im always picking the scab off. i know its gross. but it's fuckingly, itchy. the more i scratch the surrounding of my wound, the more i wanna rip that scab off. but everytime i do, it bleeds. fuck! and some liquid oozes out, what the heck. i tried to cover it up with a handi-plast. but im afriad of taking off the handi-plast later on. the scab sticking on the plaster.

i couldnt care much, i poured hydrogen peroxide(chemical for cleaning and sterilizing cuts.) on my wound yest. yes, i did it. after the chemical is poured on my wound, i think it reacts and foamed on my wound. turned white, any idea.. why? till today, not healing much, still the same.

when i stand up, the wound irritates the hell out of me because the woung is situated directly in the middle of my kneecap. how 'wonderful' ?

i have various scars/ wounds on me now. knees, legs, thigh, ankle, my arm. -_-

ive got a burnt mark on my right arm from the damned crepe maker, the other day at work, i burnt myself. accidentally, of cos.

WHATEVER!
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i just realised ive spent 10 minutes ranting on my wounds and my hatred for scabs. FUCK IT! RAWR.

yes, LOLLLLLLLLLL all u want. assholes. :X
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i wont be tat vulgar, if my wound isnt irritating me and how stupid/ ugly the scab looks. ahhhhhhh!

bye.

Medical Certificate

Mon, 17 Mar 2008 03:52:48 GMT

i am suppose to be working now, but i am at home. im not feeling well, going to the soon to get MC. :/

dad pissed me off last night. i couldnt yell or argue to defend myself. inside me was about to explode. bad feeling, wanting to scream out loud but i culdnt, freaking 2am. wake all the neighbours up isnt a good thing. so what did i do? i punched the wall. 2 freaking times, one was in my brother's room and another time in the kitchen. i banged my knee against the wall too. to relieve my anger.

after math? the knuckles on my right hand feels sore. when i clench, it's painful. it would be fractured some day.. if i do that again.

going to grandma's place after visiting the doc, its near her place. (:
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oh, does aluminium foil causes radiation? if it does, is that such a big deal. we will eventually die one day, whats with making a fuss when your food is wrapped in aluminium foil huh? the effects would be shown only after a long time of usuage of aluminium foil, right? right. does it even kill once in a month? i dont think so.

if youre so freaking afraid aluminium foil causes radiation, then dont freaking eat outside. go pluck some grass(Singapore's greens are more than enough for you to choose and pluck, it's ok. just tha the foreign workers have to work extra hard to plant in new ones, again.) rinse throughly and eat it.

clean & green,
no radiation,
no oil,
nothing harmful,
clean like fu*k.
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stop over-reacting like it's your first time seeing food being wrapped in aluminium foil.

do you dare say you have not eaten barbecue food, before?
have you not used the microwave oven, before?
not talking on handphones or set it to silent mode, BEFORE?!
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1. Barbercue Food: -
Isnt some of the food which you take it to grill, bbq, wrapped in foil? do you even know whats the use of the foil? to lock the flavours and the juice oozing out of the food. food which were marinated in various sauces are sometimes wrapped in foil, so it wouldnt be all messy.

Bbq food contains alot of oil & calories as well. So after eating 3 chicken wings, 2 otahs, 5 hot dogs, crab sticks and 1 medium sized squid. Do you think your calorie intake level is still low? It will be soaring high before you go for your 3rd round. So get a life.. For that, you're not a health freak anymore.

2. Microwave Oven.
Have you not used this super convenient electrical appliance, all your life, before.. as well?! This is my favourite electrical appliance. Makes your food, warm in just a matter of minutes or even seconds. It's ok if you do not own one at home, like me.. I do not have one at home, too.

When you eat out, do you think the chef, would be heating up small lil items by using the wok and turning on the gas? Hell no, microwave oven is still used, time saved for troublesome customers like YOU.

& yes, microwave oven causes radiation. you asshole, so you're gonna die quick even we did not wrapped your food in aluminium foil.

3. Cell-phone usage.
Talking on the phone, changing it to silent mode, radiation also. So youre gonna die from it too, why didnt you scream at Nokia, Sony Ericsson, LG, Samsung, Panasonic & Motorola phone creators for creating vibration which causes radiation and it's harmful for freaks like you?

4. Radio.
Do not freaking tell me, youve never tune into CLass 95 or 97.2FM your whole life? Oh, if you do. Let me tell you, radio waves do have radiation too. DYING SOON? Betcha!

5. X-Ray.
Had an x-ray check before? Radiation too. Kills thousand of cells after every session ends. Youre dying soon, also.
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No matter how clean you ae, you are still in contact with bacteria and every thing. Even thou you get your wife to scrub the toilet bowl, once every hour. Trust me, stop being a freak and complain. Why are you in contact with bacteria? The air you freaking inhaling every single day, you think the air doesnt contain dust particles which is hard to be seen with the naked eye.?! if youre so afraid, my solutions to your problems is,

1. Dont go out of your house, it's dirty out there. The smoke released from the vehicles' exhaust pipes. EVen thou SIngapore is a 'clean & green country.' They meant clean is the amount of litter in SIngapore is low not the amouth of dust particles in the air is low.

2. If you do have to get out of the house, wear a space suit. Clean & white.. Oxygen tank included.

Like this:

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Nice? yeah, very nice.. for people like you.

Get a life. Really..

uuuhhhhhh

Sat, 15 Mar 2008 18:15:22 GMT

sooooo,

regarding about my last post, it was all that emotions kept inside me for quite awhile, once and for all.. i decided to pour all of them out. i thought i wanted to delete the entry, but no point. not that i wanna show everyone how miserable i am at home, at times and getting sympathy and more attention. whatever.. attention for not getting enough TLC at home? rubbish. just, there isnt a point, deleting? nevermind.. you wont understand.
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my eyes are dry, i still have my contacts on. i am sleepy and feeling hungry. :X i cant wait for my next pay day & of cos this coming, tuesday.. my off-day. 12 hours of work is sickening. i may be converting back to part time and get a new job. make comparisons of hours, and of cos the money they will be paying me. heh, i finally realise how hard is it to earn that 1K(CPF NOT DEDUCTED YET, HOR.) per month.

yes, call me stupid to work like a buffalo and get paid, peanuts. no allowance, nothing. food selling at the foodcourt, the prices just bombs my pocket every single time. i cant have instant noodles every single break(which by the way, i dont really approve eating instant noodles. MSG level, super duper high.)

eat whatever that is selling at your own working place, the store. yeah, right. trust me.. once u start working in the f&b line and u get up close with the food which your store is selling everyday. doing the same thing over and over again, to feed the customers stomach. you'll eventually get scared of it. really..

i used to work in BK, when i was 14? i thought burgers were nice.. butafter working in there for 2-3 months, i got scared of them. i was only 14 then, mom dont give me much pocket money, and i cant afford eating out all the time, so i eat whatever is available for staff meal. sometimes, i keep the burger and give it to my brothers. LOL. now, i am not scared of burgers. heehee, i love double chz burger. (: who doesnt?!

yeah, for that.. growing side ways will NEVER stop.
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besides all that sickening hours, i do experience certain difficulties and of cos, serving unreasonable, inconsiderate, cheapskate, ridiculous customers. they get on MY nerves. i felt like throwing all the banana skin on the floor and make sure they step on it & fall. but, hell no.. all i could is:

1. keep that damned smile on from the time i serve that idiotic customer till he/she leaves.
2. be apologetic.
3. meet up with his/ her ridiculous requests.

they think they're visiting some kinda fine dining restaurant at town area. i know we have to give our best even thou it's a foodcourt, but dont you ever ask for more. cos we cant afford to? if we give one, we have to give everyone! understood? sickening assholes.

i will update more about this crazy customer which hannah & i met, last fri. i so wanted to make him step on banana skin & fall and stab him with the dinner knife.

hilarious pronounciation of whats on the menu. not foreigners but our fellow singaporeans.. uncle, aunties, office workers and even students! from some girl's school. omgawd, i almost died there. lol.

super funny, when they leave i burst out laughing, call me evil or what. but if you are me. i bet you would to..

i told some of my friends, they laughed so hard. just by hearing the experiences. if they did experience it, how? they wld be laughing till they get abs, lor. :X LOL.

why?

Tue, 11 Mar 2008 18:25:52 GMT

pardon if this entry is filled with vulgarities, anger, hatred, tears & mucus. i couldnt help it.. at times, i just feel that i need anger management, badly.

why is my dad, different from other fathers which other kids have? u may have heard of your friends or whoever praising their dad to the highest they could ever go.. i dont remember doing it when i came to the stage of being able to express how i feel..

all i could remember is that his sarcasm haunts. the harsh words(vulgarities are in it too.), and the way he beats the hell out of me when i was younger. i could get blues and blacks all over my body.. where i had to wear jeans to cover my scars from all his beating. well that was all those years ago. he tone down alot, refrain from all the violence and beating, partly we are older as year had past.

im not saying he is entirely frightening and the sight of him makes me wanna barf. he is nice at times, encourages me. but all those could be counted.

his criticism wounded my ego, that is one reason why i have low self esteem. not counting in the people around me, the nasty people ive met in school who were once my classmates.

he is self centred at times. he doesnt apologise even he(or the whole family could see.) knows he is at fault. he has a mindset that parents should never say 'sorry' to their kids even it isnt the kid's fault.

who gives a fuck?! if you're in the wrong, you apologise. i dont care if you are my lecturer, parent, friend or anyone's whose older then i am. why sould i apologise like a loser when i am in the wrong and you cant do the same too, just because your given reason is..

'i am older than you, wouldnt be weird if i apologised?!'

please go to the highway now and get run over by a damned truck. thanks..

one living example is my dad. he doesnt apologise when he knows he is in the wrong.. instead of keeping quiet, he gives you a lecture about some other things which is not related to any of the things he had scolded you before and finds out he is in the wrong.

he think he knows alot because he had already lived for half a century. yes my dad's 50. turning 51, this year.(a century is equivalent to 100 years. go read up if you STILL do not know, you assholes.)

a chinese saying, loosely translated when a much older man tells a youngster..

"The rice grains you had eaten all your life is lesser than the amount of salt I had eaten."

some might know what am i trying to say, if you dont get it.. then, stop reading the line over and over again. in other words, FORGET IT..

that is what my dad tries to spread the message to me by not being direct. -_- he would claim. "Caron, Ive seen all kinds of people in this society so don't you ever like or play pranks. I know what you are up to."

OH.. you sound like your own dad, dont you? even my grandpa doesnt tells me stuff like that.

i try to be your 24/7 filial daughter by not getting into trouble. but time and time again, you pick on my slightest mistake and make a big fuss about it. big quarrel with mom because of me & say that i am the trouble maker because..

your topic of discussion about me:

1. => Disagreements(mom tries to help me because im always the 'suay' one to get picked on and mom thinks that i am not in the wrong which is true.)

2. => Comparisons(mom thinks that he sides my second brother more than anyone in the family.) =

3. => Heated Argument(a few days of ignoring each other, call it.. 'The Cold War.')

4. => Worse Case Scenarios(they fought. i would cover my ears & cry silently. glass breaking, plates smashing on the floor, furniture being teared down. yelling and screaming at the top of their voices.) I am in fear when this happens. I don't want it to happen.
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sometimes i wish that i could leave this place, bring mom and grandma along. i dont wanna see my dad. I dont want to have anything to do with him. i wouldnt mind if he disowns me. ( i am tearing while i was typing this. i told you there would be tears and mucus in this entry.)
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i only know that i wanna make my mama and grandma, proud. i cant care less what dad says.

to me, my dad is:

the person whom i share the same surname with.
the person who has his name printed on my birth certificate.
the person who haunts me with his criticism.
the person who hurts my ego,
the person who lowers down my self esteem,
the person who puts me down and down again,
the person whom doesnt gives respect even thou respect is given.
the person whom i fear most when i was a kid,
the person who wld beat the hell out of me. the person whom i would not approach if i got myself into trouble.
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my friends. i know i havent tell you all this before.. since day 1, you've known/ met me.

now you know. i am not perfect, if you think i have a perfect family, think again. my dad is the one i hate. i will never forget the harsh words he had used on me. how he used to hit me.

keep this to yourself after reading it. do not broadcast this around like youre the news reporter on channelnewsasia.
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here, i end my entry.

p.s: maybe i shall delete this entry, after tomorrow.

UHHHHHHH~

Mon, 10 Mar 2008 06:57:17 GMT

i am bored & sleepy. it's my off-day, all i want to do now is, sleeeeeeeep. i slept at 5:20am this morn. :X i was watching videos on youtube. till i lost track of time. heh. whatever!

going to grandma's house later on. use the net, fool around with the webcam with funny faces and watching disney channel? lol. :D no, i think nickelodeon's better.

recently ive been viewing footwear from online stores. lol.. & i found a few. cute & nice.. to me. if you thinks it's awful and start doubting my taste, all you needa do now is exit and go watch hentai, thank you very much. (:

:D

i saw this in the Victoria's secrets site. price at 60USD, around 83SGD. shipping & handling fee not included, YET. i like the gold one.

this looks so cool.

if i didnt forget, it's 68USD, which is around 94SGD. i dont getta see such shoes in Singapore.

there were more from Victoria's secret. But not all attracted me to go look at them.. too feminine for my liking. heehee.

then i visited another site, which sells clothes, swim wear, shoes, accessories for young adults.(am i still considered a young adult, althou i'm already 18? ok, i just assume that i am even if im not.)

the name of the site's logo is displayed on the bottom right hand corner. (:

i like this! the flip flops looks so cool.. the blings attracted me. i know u can find this in SIngapore. this is priced at 8 or 10USD i forgot..
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i will upload more pictures, soon.

& so, i still continue to look at products on online stores every now & then. i came across, sale of contact lens. looks interesting with all the colors that are for sale, were rarely seen in optical shops which sells colored contacts. limited brands and colors too.. of cos i dont wear crazy colors like violet and blue which makes you look weird.

so girls, please stop wearing blue and violets, because u know your skin tone isnt suited for such colors and you insist that your eyes look natural after wearing those colors. my reply is no, u look like a freak. u wanna look natural with blue eyes, invest in freshlook then. not any 19dollars colored contacts u get. they loooook fake. really..

althou colors like brown, darker green and grey looks great on asians, even thou you purchase the 19dollars, ones. :D

so back to the contacts i saw on the online store. they look really nice, and i must say the wide eye lens bugs me a lil. i admit i did try it before, but i got those for free. they did make a difference after wearing it. but what i saw on the online store. the models wearing those looked like goldfish with eyes that are gonna burst in any minute, too over. i think they have naturally big eyes and they wanna make it even bigger and they ended up looking like gold fish.

cute? this still looks fine. ive seen worse then this before.

to guys: i dont care if such girls appeal to you. to me, i think they are over, trying to hard to look like some japanese chick on the streets of tokyo.

to girls: stop whining that why she's so 'kawaii nehx!' to me, u look gross if you start taking pictures like that.

i had to crop almost 3/4 of the picture away. pardon me for only showing her eyes, reason is.. teh top part of her hair and her mouth area was being covered by words and the site's address. i dont wanna get into trouble. lol.

whatever, ignore my lame remarks on things like that if you want to. i just did it for fun. lol

ahhhhh! im tired, ok. im gone, to grandma's house! bye. (:

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Tue, 04 Mar 2008 20:51:27 GMT

haven't updated for days. i am doing so now..

a few hours ago, steam was seen coming out from my head, feeling pissed. almost slammed the keyboard on the ground. but thought of updating my journal later on if i spoil the keyboard there werent be updates. so i hold back that thought of spoling something again. but i was really pissed with whats going on at home, it's all messy and untidy. partly because my parents are really busy but i dont see thats the reason for not maintaining the condition of the house. the kitchen's always in a mess.. plastic wraps, newspapers, unwashed dishes(left by my brothers.)

the last thing not willing to see when i get home, exhausted from the day's work is a messy house or kitchen or roooom.. but no, im always seeing a messy place. i admit i am lazy at time but when i want something to be done i will do it nicely. on an off-day like. today. i thought i cld sleep longer & forget about everything but getting to do my things at home and sorta chill. but hell no, im asked to clean this up. i know its my house i should maintain it, but how often do i getta sleep in, late? be a couch potato and do what i want at the preferred time? once, a weeek.

12 hours a day and 6 days a week, dont tell me you are still willing to work like a slave at home? after all that cleaning you have to do while youre at work and swallowing all that shit you get from your superiors? why make my life so miserable. whatever it is, of cos i didnt entirely not care about it, i just took my sweet time to do something about it.

by then my mom went into the kitchen and start making noise and my dad grumbled saying that why am i taking own sweet time doing things. just because one family member is lazy and free and not contributing at all doesnt mean that u can start ordering around like you actually work hard all day. i am not referring to anyone in particular in my family. i stomped into the kitchen and did what i was supposed to.

no point complaining because i know that my brothers are useless and acts like a handicapped with their 4 limbs when it comes to cleaning the house. their limbs just vanished when they are asked to clean up the house but it magically appears when entertainment comes. amazing huh?

how i wish i had that kinda power too, like Claire Bennet(Hayden Panettiere) from the tv series, Heroes. she has the ability to regenerate..(Information taken from Wikipedia.com, sorry im not a Heroes' fan but at least i know the title of the show and i know what ability Claire has I just need to clarify.) lol.
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one is a 16 yr old kid who has a couple of piercings on him(brow, lip, tongue, ear.) with soaring high phone bills and claiming that he didnt use that much to accumulate that amount of money clearly show on the bill itself. but i see him messaging all day long. once i accidentally pressed on the messaging icon(if you think i did it on purpose, fine.) and i see 700+ messages in just the inbox alone and almost 800 messages in his sent folder. i bet the date is just a difference of a day or 2.

another one is just a turning 13 soon, kid. who knows nothing but computers, computers and more computers. think he's a geek? hell no! he's more like an addict. its like he knows how many hours he uses on an average. i think he secretly calculates the hours he used and store them in his hidden notebook. he goes crazy when he only gets to use 2 hours instead of 3 like normally. he makes sure he gets his 5 minutes back. even thou, u just had to make him stop for that 5 minutes to check on your results or whatever that is impt. if not, he goes crazy again. my dad says that if that goes on, maybe he would be eating computer parts and making soup with the keys from the keyboard.
LOL.
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just the other day, as usual i got so pissed with the mess created in the kitchen, i decided to dump all unwanted objects in the bin, wipe the counters, walls, scrubbed the stoves. swept and mopped the floor.. as i was mopping the floor half way. my mom came home, she remarked "why are u so good today to clean the kitchen?" which is true, im lazy.. so i just answered.. "oh, if i dont do it, whose gonna do it? your 2 sons? hah! fat hope. with them around.. the mess will still bethere a week later if i dont do something about it."

my mom didnt say anything because what i say was right, i dont think i was wrong, anywhere.. the mess will still be there a week later. if those assholes dont do anything about it.
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urgh! lets talk about something better, happier. something which makes me smile. :D

1. i'm attached to a hot guy who looks like chris brown oh and dances like him too! is that good enough to make me happy?
2. i've dropped 20 kilos and now my body is smokin' hot.. i've got abs like jessica alba! how about that?

nahhhh..

lol, 2 of the above isnt true. im happy enough to have a wonderful bf.. looks like chris brown and dancing like him are just plus points. dropping 20 kilos isnt true.. if im able to drop 5 kilos, that will make me the happiest girl in the world. having abs like jessica alba, i wouldnt mind. :D LOL.
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:D

say hello to my new mp3 player. Samsung T9. oh this picture isnt taken by me.. courtesy of Flickr. (:

given by my aunt, 3 days ago. she bought it a few months ago, and didnt really use it because she doesnt have time for it. so yeah.. it was passed to me. it's new.. 2GB. woooh. yayyyyyyy. lol.

so this is able to cheer me up a little. ;D
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god, it's going to be 5 soon. i'm meeting audrey later on at 2pm. gotta go catch some sleep.. chaaarge my phone and mp3. heehee. ok, see you folks!

a leap year

Fri, 29 Feb 2008 15:56:32 GMT

happy birthday to those who were born on this day, 29th feb. i thought having your birthday on the 31st of decmeber was bad enough,

now i feel the pain for those who were born on 29th feb. nevermind, thats makes you special. :D

unlike me, i was given a stupid remark 'tyco.' meaning, lucky enough.. or something like that. i needa ask again for the actual maning. lol..

20 more minutes to 1st of march and i wld bid farewell to 29th of feb and i will see this date appearing on calendar, 4 years later. by then i'm 22-23 years old. :/

i feel so sleeeeeepy and i'm gonna suffer from a sore throat soon. i have no idea, why. all that ice cream's responsibility? whatever, snacking too much is partly responsible too.

am i lucky or NOT?!

tomorrow's pay day and boss is away from singapore.. they had gone to m'sia and will only be back on monday. co-incidentally, my first pay will be delayed because 1st of march 2008 is on a freaking saturday, which means, even if i have gotten my pay cheque and drop it at the nearby POSB bank. i can only collect it on tuesday, after 2pm? -______- no collection of cheque during the weekends.. here comes, monday and they will only collect in at 3:30pm. 1 qworking day to process, result? collection on tuesday, after 2pm. :/

but it's ok. i have 2 days, leave. :D i requested for another day, because during my off-say, i spent half a day.. sleeping, recharging all the energy ive lost during the other 6 days. waking up feeling groggy.. so i asked for another just to go shopping! esp, when you know your pay-day is just a day or 2, difference. :D

if i dont shop now, i dont know when i can shop, again. only entitled once a week for leave and spending half a day sleeping and feeling wasted. might as well i sacrifice 1 day of money-earning hours to shop. i'mma human after all.. and ever since getting myself working full-time for the very 1st time.

i have sacrificed alot. :/ LOL. tv, home cooked food, computer, music, bed, pillows, books, magazine and time spent with my mom dad and 2 annoying brothers. & that is just being at home, alone.

ok, i now announce that i am too lazy to continue updating, further. i needa go bathe. :X whip up something to satisfy my tummy(OH YA, growing side ways also. MORE) prepare something for tomorrow's lunch and dinner(eating out is pricey and boring.. nothing beats, home cooked food. :D & OH.. my dad have not cook for almost a week. WTH!)

whatever.
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oh, 4 more mins to the end of 29th feb 2008. till then, 4 years later! :D 29th feb 2012. LOL..

ok, goodbye.. morons.

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Mon, 25 Feb 2008 18:35:09 GMT

my off-day just passed like that. i spent the whole day, sleeping. :/ i was really tired. bahhhh.. i think i shall start planning to ask for 1-2 days of unpaid leave. :X that wouldnt hurt? but it sucks to work in an environment where human resource is a problem. we are lack of staff! that's why we are working so hard? :/ whatever.. now, looking forward to pay-day.

it's raining soon. :D hope this cheers me up a little.

i think i'm gonna invest on red-bull for the whole of this week. sorry folks, i dont take coffee.(excluding those in starbucks & coffee bean. heehee)

no more late nights. i always wait for my mom to come home and when she reaches home, im suppose to fall asleep already, but no! she's already sound asleep and im still here typing away.

dont ask me why i always wait for my mom to be home, i dont know why. :/ it's a habit & i dont really like her to be out all the time and not being at home. i feel irritated.. really. even thou i get on her nerves and the same that she gets on my nerves, always but at the end of the day.. i still weird weird that she isnt home when i wanna see her. :/ WEIRD UH? BUT SHE'S MY MAMA.

i know some wld be very very happy when their parents are not at home.. but i dont feel the same for my dad leh? maybe im closer to my mom la. but when i get back home every single day to see only my brother alone at home i wld start asking the rest of the family member's whereabouts.

ha ha ha, ok.. that was super random. from sleeping late every night i cld jump to the subject about asking my family member's whereabouts. -_-

i think i added too much sugar in my tea, now my tea is sooooo sweet and my taste buds have that super sweet after taste. good? hell no. LOL.

okay, laters. :DD

uhmmmmm..

Thu, 21 Feb 2008 16:14:23 GMT

working today wasnt that bad. (: although at certain times, i felt like sleeping.. so much. my eyelids feel so heavy. :/

business wasnt that good today, middle of the month! no one gets salary yet.. lol.

time flies, cny is over! and time flies again.. it's friday. :D and yeah, off-day coming soon. ha ha ha ha.

i'm thinking what are the things i wanna buy after getting my first pay. heehee. :D

- a new book(dont even know i got time to read or not.)
- clothes
- an mp3 player
- movies!(ah long pte ltd. i heard from my friends that the movie is funny. no, im not gonna watch cj7. looks dumb. :X i love the old stephen chow. his old movies were extremely funny w/o the computer effects, too much is what i can say.)
- gifts for my parents and maybe enough for my brothers too.(maybe i get mom a purse, dad.. a radio control helicopter? a shirt for reeve? and i havent thought of what to get for regan.)
- papmer myself with good food and company! :D (audrey! cindy! sufi'ah!. wah i go no life only these 3?)

save a portion of it and of cos, giving another portion to my mom. but i dont know if it's enough, for the above. yawns. :/
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uh, i will see about it, 10 more days to pay-day. heh. :D

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Wed, 20 Feb 2008 18:16:33 GMT

i dread thursdays. :/

hannah & nurul wont be there. they will be in school. i cant laugh like a crazy woman on thursdays. reason is the only staff working is me, and boss is around.(shortage of staff, what to do?) i have to be serious, careful, no mistakes, no nonsense. so not me? :/

i-am-looking-forward-to-off-days. :D

i wanna have steamboat dnner with my secondary school cliques.! cindy lim, popiah sim, and froggaye lim(you notice these 3 have their surnames end with IM's? im the odd one out, i end with AN. i'mma TAN. :D)

oreo aundrey yeo, you can come along too. (: you know them! heh..

but it's so hard. 1stly it's my work schedule.. you people know it pretty well, i need not repeat it again..

that frog is busy with some other things and seriously i havent really talk to her on msn for quite awhile.. all the info i got is through her blog ONLY. :/ & the funny thing is, i suspect she got kinapped by aliens. she doesnt update her blog for long and i dont hear from her on msn only at times i see her logging into msn. :S

popiah is busy with her work, i suppose. she studies at la'salle. wooh, i dont know how is her timetable like.. i hardly talk to her on msn too. i dont seem to hve anything t talk about, on msn.. with her. NO OFFENCE but it's true.

cindy lim is the only survivor in our group and probably, ME. :D she's the only one i had met a couple of times.

thou the chances of meeting me is super hard i know. worse den getting paris hilton to shake her ass(because she doesnt have any! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA) on camera.
:X

but at least i still meet her up. :D i am her good friend. she will never deny, even she is force to deny, she still wouldnt. :D hahahaha.

the only frequent ex sec school mates i meet up with are, sufi'ah, audrey & cindy. :D

(YES, NO BOYS. WHY? EXPECTED IT? I KNOW! IF THERE IS, DONT WORRY, I WILL BOLD, UNDERLINE AND INCREASE THE FONT SIZE SO THAT I MAKE SURE, U'LL BE ABLE TO SEE IT. :D)

ok lah, tra-la-la' lah. i'm going off lah, see ya lah. oh-leh, oh-leh lah. heh heh, lah. (:
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tired.

Tue, 19 Feb 2008 18:08:42 GMT

bam! one more day down, 8 more days to go to the next off-day. i hardly talk to anyone on msn now. i'm always up doing something else, like preparing for tomorrow's work. bla bla bla..

sounds like im tired of work huh. not relaly just dreading it, everyday 12 hours. who doesnt dread. :/ ok, i kinda enjoy what i am doing now, not that sore wrist from scooping ice cream. for the money, i just had to go on.. urgh.

ohhh, i've edited my friendster profile. looks cool, the contents i mean, go check it out. :D didnt had teh time to change the layout or something. :/ ohhhhhh, wont have anything interesting to blog about, nowadays. everyday is work, get bakc home, prepare for teh next day, sleep and the same cycle goes on everyday. now i look forward to off-days where i can sleep. heehee. now, i appreciate beauty sleep, alot. teh hours especially. heh..

sooooo, till then. i'll try to come up with something interesting to write about. ok? (:

laters.

finally..

Sun, 17 Feb 2008 19:20:25 GMT

finally, AAAAA day off. :D i can sleep for 12 hours, and my parents didnt control my time limit for computer usage, tonight. (: but of course, i needa know the limits.. heh.

after working for 5 days straight(12 hours each day, 10am-10pm) i am enjoying my off day on a monday, thank god.. i have to treasure it, because im only entitled once a week, day off. :/ sucks huh?> what to do, im working full-time, killing extra time at home, rotting. might as well work, earn money and avoid getting nagged by my parents saying i dont do household chores, laze aound, eat, sleep and ROT. whatever..

soooo, how's work? fine. everything's fine, but the hours are killing me. ): sorry to whine like a bitch, but i havent worked as a full time staff before and yeah, working 12 hours a day too! getting home at 10:30-10:45pm each day(luckily it's only a 10 minutes walk from my place.) watch tv, have something light, check emails and watch youtube videos and only falling asleep at 2 plus, almost 3am. waking up at 8:30am the next day and prepare to go to work. -___- not enough sleeeeep. what to do, again? MONEY! whatever.. x2

soooooo, on ive suffered from a sore wrist, from scooping too much ice cream, i used too much strength. those ice cream were as hard as ROCK. *&*(&%

my left ankle hurts when i press it or when i walk.. i had no idea why toooo, no bruises, no nothing. im still figuring out why is it so sore. cld it be, got knocked accidentally without realising? GOD KNOWS. & again, whatever.. x3

i am so disappointed.. very. on valentine's day.. ITS NOT BECOS I DO NOT HAVE A DATE FOR GOD'S SAKE. I KNOW WHAT YOU WERE THINKING.. i was disappointed because i didnt have a _____. ahem* hahah! :b

er, ok.. i was disappointed because i didnt get the school i ant and course as well. :/ i chose info-comm for fun and i got it! cb. :X back at my previous school. i wanna appeallllllllllllllll.. but chances veliiiii slim. nevermind, try 1st.

besides that, i was very busying on valentine's day itself too, not busy recieving presents and roses on my doorstep from my crush(like hell, i had one huh/?) i was busy attending to those customers who had visited our store on the day itself and yeah, they were couples after couples, ordering ice cream and waffles, choc fondue(the couple's dessert. lol?) and blaaa, blaaa.. and order after order came in like flowing water., didnt stop moving around for 2 hours.

you muthafuckers(i meant, couples here.), happily order and order, with teh girl looking happy and a bouquet of flowers in their hands while the guy orders everything and of cos pay for the bill. la la la.. if you ask, i wasnt jealous.. valentine's just like ANY other day for me.. just that on this day, more heart shapes are seen, more bouquet of flowers are seen. THATS ALL.

ohhh yahhhhhh, the stall im working at is at a open space, outdoor dining but in the shopping mall itself. people kept walking up and down asking for "1 coffee, 1 tea, 1 teh tarik, 1 coke." i was irritated by it. at 1st i thought it was funny.. but how funny can it get to get approached by these people for more den 30 times a day thinking that what you sell are drinks but not the actual menu which is ice cream and etc. and keep saying "1 coffee." and you needa tell them "oh, coffee and drinks are not sold here they are sold over there" while pointing towards the direction. DO OUR STALL LOOKED LIKE A DRINK STORE? we have no coffee making machine, no drink dispenser machines too. so whats with ordering drinks? -_-

another thing, people ordering desserts like ice kachang, ice jelly and chendol?! because the previous stall holder used to sell ice kachang and etc. so they were stil selling it.. so they asked for ice kachang.. and how about syaing almost 30 times a day "sorry mdm/sir. we do not sell ice kachang and etc. this is an ice cream stall."(keep that smile while saying even thou WE were VERY irritated) then all they say is "ORHHHHH." & walk away.. SINGAPOREANS! lol. *shakes head.*

on my 3rd day of work.. this PREMATURE ah lian came confidently came to the stall while talking on her handphone(with a very unhappy kinda tone.) have not looked at the menu what we were actually selling snapped at me when i greeted her in mandarin..

ah lian: "YI GE ICE JELLY." (translation: 1 bowl of ice jelly.)
me: "huh?"
(still on the phone and still sound very unhappy turn to me again and said..
ah lian: "JIA LONGAN" (translation: add longans)
me: "huh? this is an ice cream stall?"
(at this point of time, she veliiii paiseh already.)
ah lian: *pretends to walk to the ice cream fridge and look at the flavours.*
(den her bf came up from the back with a bouquet of flowers and asked what she wants. she looked and said.)
ah lian: " WO BU YAO CHI LIAO LAH!"(with the hand signs like "HUR!" and stormed towards an empty table.
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my reaction? looked at her when she walks off. i LOL'ed. hahahhahahahahahaha

ok, im tired. bye! continue later on.

3 more days! (:

Mon, 11 Feb 2008 04:21:28 GMT

yeah yeah, you say, 3 more days to oh.. valentine's day. & YOU think im quite happy that valentine's here & "I AM" very excited. says who? valentine's day is like any other day to me. no kidding.. it is. (:

reason is, i am excited because i wld know which school im posted to on valentine's day itself. yes, im re-taking a new course in nitec. -___-

and yeah, shirey liao's birthday is coming. lol. :D someone turning 19 already. time flies.. what about me? ok whateve.. start talking about somethig else.

soooo, a new week had started.. monday. all that cny partying has to be put to a halt till the weekends, again for all of those who are having schoooool. lol..

ANYONE WANNA INVITE ME FOR CNY VISITING?! :X HA HA HA HA HA.. ok, whatever.

the public holidays just came and go like that.. & i'm stuck at home again, jobless and living like a zombie. ohhh, i promised reeve to help with the truffles, so that he can pass it to his girlfriend on valentine's day. lolol. :D

happy advance valentine's day, people! (:

see ya, gotta run down to the supermarket to grab some groceries for lunch later on.

happy new year! :D

Fri, 08 Feb 2008 19:56:23 GMT

gong xi fa cai! :D
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uhhh, ang baos? heehee. okaaay, i'm going to bed soon, need to wake up early later on to go help at aunt irene's place. going there early with mom and regan. yawns*

& yahhhhhhh, mrt journey from tampines to clementi. 22 stops to clementi! taxi rates are too pricey.. even to those people who are always late and end up taking a cab to the place they are going, are starting to change the mode of transportation already. train/ buses instead.

omgawd, do you know how ridiculous the cab fares are, nowadays? probably those who do not know, such transportation such as bus or trains do exist(there are such people. all their life either they are fetched by someone else's car or taking a cab) must at least have knowledge, of which bus service no is available to the nearest stop to their house/ school or workplace. dont bother asking them to know which bus service no. goes to town or which stop to alight if they are taking the train to town.

like my aunt, she has no knowledge which bus to take.. since young, she had her own car and license. & she is at m'sia most of her time because of her husband's business. & m'sia is big compared to s'pore so naturally, it'd be more convenient for her to own a car there. back to her knowledge of buses. sooo, once she wanted to try taking ths bus from once place to another in s'pore .. and true enough. she got up the wrong bus, i think or alighted at the wrong stop. lol..
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ah! drifting further and further away.. out of topic already. i'm gonna end here. or else i will never end till the time to wake up, later on. -___-

bye! & have a good new year, ahead. :D

NO TITLE!

Sat, 02 Feb 2008 17:23:37 GMT

finally, i did some shopping today. (: cny's coming! if i dont shop now, when? i always do last minute shopping. ok not that bad..

bought 3 tops and a watch. (: wanted to buy a pair of shoes. but i couldnt.. i'mma size 7-8 ok!? lol. how to buy ladies' shoes you tell me? :/ either they are too expensive are not my liking. or it's my liking but the size i want is not available.

so now you know why i end up wearing sneakers all the time. but heels/ pumps are so not me. i'mma sneakers kinda person. really..

oh ya, i saw this pair of adidas on the magazine, this afternoon. very cute.. it's yellow in color and the mr happy's face is printed all over the sneakers. limited edition i think. guess the price? whooping, 250dollars! nothing to some people. but it's hella for me.. if im working, that's half of my salary.! ):

i wanted to get a nike bag too, 75dollars. again, i didnt had money to get it. i'm on a budget.. how i wished my bank account had free flow of cash inside. not only my wish, alot of people had wish like that too.

ang baos! anyways, any gambling this year? :D god of fortune, you better be by my side 24/7. ha ha ha
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okay, stop being so money minded.

2 days ago, i made truffles! and it turned out well. i coat with 2 kinda chocolate, 1 batch was coated with dark chocolate and decorated with white chocolate shavings and drizzle. the other batch is coated with white(milk) chocolate. decorated with oreo(already processed in the food processor) and dark chocolate drizzle. the filling is crushed oreo and cream cheese. in my opinion the dark chocolate, taste better.

i'm gonna experiment with other flavours. like cherry flavoured, hazlenut praline, chocolate fudge. :D if it's successful, maybe i can sell them online!? lol. you order and i will make them. (:

oh, i wanna try adding a lil rum/ brandy, the next time i make them, again. the one with bailey's looks good too. :]

by the way, i got all the recipes from the net. go search for it, it's easy!

visit marthastewart.com too, alot of recipies in there. i love watching her shows. she teaches how to make crafts, bake cakes, make treats. (most likely what a homemaker would watch.)

i tried to upload, pictures of the truffles that i had made from my memory card, but my memory card/ reader seem to have some problems. wtf.. ok, i will upload some other time. :/

all right, laters.

Wed, 30 Jan 2008 18:54:53 GMT

i am sleepy, i'm gonna sleep soon. :D ive uploaded photos! random la, actually.

so let those do the talking..

somehow the effects on these 2 photos, seems old. maybe it's the camera. well, the 3rd photo? uh, 1 word. clouds. (:

the view from my brother's room, sometimes you would be lucky enough to see beautiful colored skies, when the sun is setting. the mixture of colors. the blues, purples, yellows & orange. :D

yes, people. if you do not know.. i live by the east side.(Tampines)
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these were taken weeks agao, as you can see the date on the digital clock itself. (: i love this cube, clock. it changes color. like every minute. :D red, blue, green, yellow. i enchanced these 2 pictures as much as i cant. to make the colors look more vibrant. heehee..
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lol. cockroach. yes, girls who are afraid of these. start screaming, digging your fingernails into your hands/ palms. whatever.. -____-

i'm lazy to rotate the picture. dont ask.

i was cleaning/ washing up the kitchen 1 night and this muthafucking cb, ran across the kitchen counter.. thinking i didnt see him/her.

WAIT.. before you cringe and start making sounds showing that your grossed out by a cockroach running across in my kitchen because to you, cockroaches are dirty. only a dirty kitchen wld have cockroaches, running around. says who? even a clean kitchen wld have cockroaches running around ok? dont believe? try opening up the door of your kitchen's rubbish chute. sometimes you see a family of cockroaches travelling there. -_- SO PLEASE STOP MAKING WILD GUESSES THAT MY KITCHEN IS DIRTY & YOURS IS CLEAN AND FREE FROM COCKROACHES,

because you stay up at other parts of the house all day long but avoid the kitchen. afraid that these muthafuckers might run to you crawl up to your legs, into your pants and ______. decide to stay put, have a generation there or 2. & decide to migrate to somewhere else.

back to the cockroach who ran across the kitchen counter. i got so pissed.. i grab the bottle of insecticide and started spraying.. it struggled of course, but i still continue spraying. crazy? because thats the wrong way to use insecticide.

my theory of killing insects.. if they wanna die, they better die infront of me. you(i am referring to those insects, not YOU.. yes, the one reading.) very well know that insecticide will kill you. so when we humans, spray you.. cheebyes with that. dont pretend and send a message to us "hey, what? i am fine. dont bother spraying." and run away quickly, which in fact you were suffering. youre only an insect, ego so huge, for what? -_-

den you go to one corner, slowly die there. cant even inform your family.. you were in trouble. just because you wanted to do a deed to steal some grains of rice back to feed that gazillion kids of yours and your wife who just gave birth and needs nutrition. curse us for killing you

(at least WE DONT EAT YOU, if your family decides to search for you because you were missing for quite awhile and saw your body at the back of the kitchen pipes, they still can mourn for you. if you're eaten.. you expect yur family members to all looking for you in the stomach? your family will be drown in the there by the acidic digestives juices and THERE GOES YOUR, GENERATION.)

so back to my thoery, and we human beings are stupid sometimes.. we spray and you run of course we spray more. how on earth do we know that you still needa preserve some ego of yours and dun make us see you die before us and laugh at you?!(er, actually i did laugh like HA-HA-HA-HA. when i killed that damned cockroach. LOL) so in future.. when we spray you with insecticide.. just die on the spot, ok?

if you wanna know. we suffer too when we kill you. not our life span wld decrease by a few years(or it does?!) or so. those insecticide are hella smelly and poisonous.. so when we kill you, we have to spray at you like we spray perfume and after which suffer the odor of it. it's harmful to the lungs! you damned insects.

my advice.. stop stealing those morsels. go raid garbage cans in the alley or something. stop coming into our houses.! we, humans are selfish. we dont accommodate any one even thou they are clse to us. not likely you too, we dont share any blood relations. your blood is green and ours are red. so yes, go raid garbage trucks, instead. those are your heavens.

i am a serial icockroach killer, i can be very gruesome when it comes to killing your cousins/ mom or even your great, great grandfather. i am not lying. once i killed your aunty's sister's god-mother's niece's nanny.. by grabbing it with two satay sticks. she was already struggloing, cos i gave a light dosage of insecticide. her life had greatly decreased by 30%, i wanted her dead. so i lighted up the stove and brought her to the hot fire. she passed away within seconds.. from the movement of those 6 active legs of hers. she slowed down and stopped moving. i confirmed that she was dead.. threw her away in the dust bin. soaped my hands and washed em, and exited the kitchen. delighted. (:

what happened to your aunty's sister's god-mother's niece's nanny? well i dont know. she was badly burnt. no times to ask for rescue.. no time to inform who gets all her inheritance. which consists of morsels of food she had collected over the years.. always risking her life. when she do so.. but she thought she was skilful enough to get away from stealing scraps of food for the past 20 years(cockroaches' life span isnt 20 yrs long. i made it up.) but she was wrong.. she got caught by caron carol tan, which is me. killed her and she died, instanly.. with a snap of caron's fingers. :D

THINK TWICE WHEN YOU WANNA STEAL FOOD AGAIN.. IN FUTURE. :D

I AM VERY NICE TO WARN YOU FIRST.

HAVE YOU HEARD OF, TRESPASSERS WILL BE PROSECUTED? NOW YOU KNOW.

I WILL CHANGE IT TO: 'TRES-COCKROACHES WILL BE SPRAYED FIRST AND THEN, BURN TO DEATH.'
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& this is how i end my entry.

lol, sorry.. the words just flow out like that. i couldnt stop myself from typing, anymore. that's why.. i will try to cure the habit, SOOOON. :X

NIGHT, WORLD. (:

tra-la-la. (:

Tue, 29 Jan 2008 01:09:12 GMT

hi humans.(:

i realised i havent update this for a week, therefore.. i am updating it, like NOW! :D
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it's 8:50am, VERY early, for me at least. for someone who sleep till it's almost lunch time or later than that(tea-time, to be exact). 9am is still early. :X ive been staying at home every single day, nothing interesting. so dont bother asking, how's life. if you still insist on asking.. ok here's my answer:

'oh, nothing much, boring. lazy and still boring.'

many times ive been questioned why dont i ever go out during holidays. like join my friends, go window shopping/ shopping/ movies. i wld love to, but hella.. it's school week now. how to go out you tell me? most of my friends are in polytechnics/ jc's & ite. all studying/ working la. -_- secondly, i am broke. i have got no savings, like really. i spent as much as what i earn or more than that. i have got no stable income.. i am therefore, a failure! :/ now you know why i dont enjoy life outside. & stay put at home all day long.

who knows, before you or myself know it.. i will become someone whose mentally insane, maybe physically(as in the face looks insane.) too.(?!) reason is, being left at home for the past 20 years, going out only, when im asked to. like twice a month? -_________- can even count the no of times i go out in a year with my 10 fingers & toes. not only that, because i am poor, jobless & very hideous(ive always been hideous, yes? no? aiya, very..)
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stop asking about sad things like that. lol. the part where i say i become mentally/ physically insane is all made up(i know i already like crazy enough even imagining it, shutup!). ha ha ha. (:

sooooo, the reason i am up is because i need get over to grandma's later to help clean up her house for chinese new year! :D

it's like another 9 more days to chinese new year. weeeeee.. oh ya, and i'm on the mission to kidnap my nephew, jayden tan to my grandma's house toilet on the 1st day of new year.. to feed him, pineapple tarts. w/o his mama or dad, knowing. but i think i told the mama on friendster. wa, i'm the worse kidnapper.. ever.

see? do you think he only deserves, milk, milk, milk & water?! some pineapple tarts wont kill/ hurt! :D (oh, he was like only 3-4months old in this picture.)

& so i end my entry here, bye humans. :D
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p.s: i wanna feed jayden, pineapple tarts because his daily meals are boring, milk and more milk. and yah, water too.(or maybe mashed potatoes/ chicken? im not sure for his age.) must spice up a little. so yeah, i am feeding him those. :D he is only 6 months old. (:
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wa, i sound super confident. im gonna get slaughter by the mama. and yes, i was only kidding at the part that im gonna feed him pineapple tarts. :D but his daily meals part is true, milk, milk, milk, and ya.. water. -__________-

Cupcake love. (:

Mon, 21 Jan 2008 17:36:24 GMT

Cupcake love? what about it? Well I just managed to gather 10 lovely photos of beautifully decorated cupcakes from Flickr. They made me hungry.. & I wanna learn how to make them. Heehee.

Why cupcakes out of a sudden, Well, Aqilah happened to message me online. Asking where are the places to get cupcakes of such because one of her friend plans to get it as a birthday cake, So i searched it online for her. FOund it. & passed her the link.

& since I had nothing to do online. Might as well, go feast my eyes and seatrch for lovely pictures of cupcakes on Flickr & I FOUND IT! :D
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Ok, people.. FEAST YOUR EYES WITH THESE LOVELY LOOKING & DELICOUS(I dont know, but they sure are!. Lol. :D) CUPCAKES!

Cupcakes with cows made of modelling paste, anyone? (:

Lollipops on your cupcake?

Or perhaps, chocolate on them?

A VARIETY! If Im standing before them in a store. I wld be spoilt for choice. -_-

AH HA! NO MORE COOKIE EATING DAYS FOR YOU. IT'LL BE A COOKIE MONSTER EATING DAY FOR MOI. :D

Uh huh, for your valentine on valentine's day?

Elmo, Cookie Monster. Big Bird isnt there...

Simple & NICE.

SUPER Chocolatey mudddddd cake. :D

& LASTLY..

Ta-dang! :D Chocolate & Mint are one of the best flavour created. HMMMMM. (:
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So that's it! Now you know why I say, Flickr is a good site to go to look at wonderful pictures. HA HAAA. :D

NIght, Im back to SIMS 2, FOR NOW.

rawr

Sun, 20 Jan 2008 16:54:57 GMT

so yes, rawr. here comes monday. times flies.. CNY is coming really soooon, 2 weeks more? hmm. food, oh food! red packets oh, red packets! goodies oh, goodies.! :D but other than that, it'll be pretty boring.
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recently, a pimple had popped somewhere at the side of my upper lip which resembles alot like the monroe piercing. not a huge one, but you can definitely see it, when youre close enough.

'what's a moroe piercing?'

oh, if you dont know, i will show you, pictures! (:

ta-dang! saw that? above her lip. that's a monroe piercing.

no! it isnt a mole, you idiot. looks like one, but it isnt. so anyways, if i cld look THIS hot with that pimple. oh whatever.. you saw nothing. (: anyways.. who looks hot, with pimples!? on their face.

i dont think johnny depp(from pirates of the carribbean), brad pitt(angelina jolie's husband.), bow wow(from like mike.) or chris brown(from stomp the yard.) wld still look hot, if they were seen with pimples on their faces.(apparently, a whole lot of girls DO go crazy over these guys. but in my opinion, chris brown and bow wow are much better. LOL)

do you think, scarlett johansson(from the what goes around music video.) eva longoria(from desperate housewives.), angelina jolie(from tomb raider.) or jessica alba(from fantastic 4.) wld still look hot if they are seen with pimples, again?

nahhhhhh. i dont think so. LOL.

so my conclusion is, no one wld look hot/ handsome/ pretty with pimples seen on their faces and without make up on! that's worse. -_- if those A-list celebs arent hot/ appealing to you anymore cos you can see their hideous no-makeup and pimpled faces.

then..

WHO THE HELL AM I? OMGAWD. LOL.. even with makeup on. i think chris crocker(from youtube.) looks better den mey. HEH.

anyways, pictures, again.. ha ha

cute? your new eye-candy? oooh.

i can see you looking at him more den er, let's say 20 seconds? (:

(oh yes, he has a monroe piercing and a star tattoo! i love his tattoo thou.)

yeah, im nice, a third and last picture of him. :D

whoops? errrr, ok?
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i know youre saying this again, why are all the cute guys gay/ bisexual.(maybe he isnt gay, but a high percentage that HE IS.) well i dont know? LOL.

he is not a celebrity, i found this off, flickr(same goes to the very 1st picture, tha girl.) while browsing thru pictures, the other day. since i have nothing to write about every other day when im at livejournal. probably, this wld strike off, to lemme have a few things to write about. ha ha. (:

i found out, flickr is a place like getty images, alot of nice looking pictures. :D
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till then, night!

baa baa black sheep.

Thu, 17 Jan 2008 15:41:38 GMT

Ha ha ha, ignore the subject heading. I have nothing in mind liek right now. So it will be super short. I will be playing The Sims 2, after this. Im too bored.

Audrey says my journal is too wordy. :/ Sorry people. I'll try to add more pictures, lessen the amount of WORDS in the entry, (:

Okay, random:

When you're bored, even the interior of the lamp looks interesting. LOL

I love the 1st picture. It gives off the cosy feeling in the room. Yahooooo. Okay, RANDOM. (:
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I have no idea, why am I being so random, nowadays. Talking about something which makes no sense or it just doesnt relate to the topic which I wanna talk about? Oh yeah, I have the tendency to jump to the other topic while talking. OMGAWD. This reminds me of a video, Ive seen on Youtube. Super funny!

Okay I know what, I may be suffering from A.D.D!

In long, A.D.D means Attention Deficit Disorder. No idea what it is? Watch the video below and YOU WILL KNOW.

Guys, who are watching this, have a good laugh. Girls & Gays have a good laughing while watching this and check this dude out. He's cute, really. (:

& If youre thinking otherwise(I dont wanna say what is it, but somehow I feel like I know what you ARE thinking. I wounldnt say it because you would snap back and say 'OH REALLY? I DIDNT SAY THAT!' Oh whatever folks, I know some of you. :D)

FYI, I didnt go crazy over him.(Like some, go crazy over the F4 boys and their long hair. OK, that's an example!) Thou, I suscribed to his videos.. The reason is being that it;s really funnaye and entertaining. Stop it with all that thoughts.. And watch the video!

Grr. Sucks to say this when I think this particular guy is cute, (I SAID THIS BECAUSE MY FRIENDS WLD START QUESTIONING ME AND THINK OTHER WISE. OH, LORD. I AM NOT BOY-CRAZY. Ahem*)

Why am I defending myself? I did nothing wrong and I shouldnt be afraid, right? OH-KAY.. Im drifting away further to delay from showing the video, and Im talking nonsense again. I really suspect Im suffering from A.D.D.

Anyways, does this disorder really EXIST? OH MY GOD.

Ok, the video:

There it is! Wait for it to load, if your server takes a gazillion yrs to load. Ahahaha. :X
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So enjoy! & I thought I said it was suppose to be a short entry? Omg, I wasted 1/2 hour on this. Short post indeed.. If Im not gonna stop myself. I wld go on for another hour and a half! ): And I wasted time. I cld have created a new character on the Sims 2. Arghh!

Seaaaa Yewww! (:
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P.S: I swear I am random! I didnt do it on purpose to drag on and on talking about nothing but not focusing on what I am suppose to be doing. ): Just because I am showing you a video, here about a rant on A.D.D. Why would I do that? So you fucktards just watch/ read it and stop saying Imma fake, cos I AM NOT.!
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I AM RANDOM! (Chants)

& I ADMIT, THAT I AM. :D

:D

Tue, 15 Jan 2008 19:10:34 GMT

'Hey mommy! Lookie! 3 of MEY. :D'
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My 1st time using Picasa. Hmmm, more room for improvement. Dont ask me why I take these photos in the lian-ish hand signs. I dont know, I was too bored. Anyways, it's fun taking photos like that sometimes. The 1-10 hand signs. Heee heee.

Oh, talking about that Qal & me did that last Friday at KFC. After dinner. LOL. :b

We IS coool de lorxz. (:
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Annie-ways, I'm going off sooooooon. It's freaking 3:06am already. Momma's gonna kill me, if she finds out I'm still awake, I think she knows, My room light is still on and her room is diagonally opposite mine. Who wouldnt find out? -_-

I shall update later on in the day. I think Ive got things to write later on & that's good news, otherwise I will spend another staring into space not knowinng what to DO. Okay, my bed's calling me. I wanna dive in. Hur hur.

Alright. see yewwwww, pee-ple.

will probably re-edit this post, layyyyy-ter on. :D

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Mon, 14 Jan 2008 18:31:41 GMT

I made a mistake, once again. -_- Out of the many which I have made in life. 'What is it?' You ask.. The picture below is the mistake, Ive made.

Here you go, MY mistake.
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(??) 'What's wrong with it? I dont see any wrong or in which what you had said.. Mistake.'

Uh.. My fringe? LOL.

'What happened?! It seems normal to mey? Oh I see, it's a lil uneven though?'

Uh huh.. Oh, blame it on my fingers. They were itchy.. They had sensors on them, they sensed a pair of sissors near by in the bath room. They pulled my body & me which weighs a million tonnes over to the glass shelves to grab that pair of sissors, after which they forced the sissors open, with the other hand communicating with the fingers pull my fringe to the required length that they wanna cut off, and SNIP. Off it goes, into the sink. My fringe.. ):

'Nice try, Caron. Didnt convince me enough thou. Better luck, next time. Thou that may cheat a toddler.. HAAAA.'

-_- Okay! But at least, give me a round of applause for creating such a UN(Cannot)BELIEVE-able story!

'Oh, if you insist. *CLAP CLAP CLAP CLAP CLAP* Happy?'

Not really? But that's much better den not applauding. :D Heehee.

'Whatever.. Ok, now back to your updating & stop annoying me, already.'

Uhhhhh, but I just love annoying people. Dont I?

'Yes, YOU DO. Now, I INSIST that you STFU(Shut The F*ck Up) & continue updating.'

Yes, Ma'am/ Sir. :D
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AAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA!!

Omgawd, forgeddit IF you didnt get what's above. Im too bored. 8 more minutes to 2am. Who would still be energetic enough to talk about serious business.? I though that lil story wld perk you or myself UP, at least. (:

So I screwed up my fringe(Bangs, if you prefer. That's the American way of saying, fringe.) once again. -_- this isnt the 1st time. But I cant resist myself from doing funnaye things to my hair or myself. LOL. I am just playful & bored. What do you expect from me? Sit quietly at a corner and possibly compare all my fingers to see if the print of each finger are the same? Maybe count the fine lines on my palm?!

I rather screw someone's face up with make up. That wld be fun. :D

Nevermind, it looks normal to me now. Whatever. This was OKAY. The other time was worse. My friend kept laughing at my stupid looking hair.. It took quite some time to regain back to it's length which is suppose to be. & Im wondering how long must I wait for it to be longer? Before I can screw it up again? :X

WHOOPS, did I say something? I swear I was typing in French. :D

'Bonjour ! Mon nom est Caron. Oh je suis fou.. Aimeriez-vous être mon ami?'
(Reads: 'Hello! My name is Caron. Oh I am crazy.. Would you like to be my friend?)

:D Lol, I have no idea how to pronounce those words. Anyone whose learning French?(Poly students! Hello! Audrey!) Is it correct? I mean the placement of is it just pure direct translation? LOL. :b

Anyways, I got the translation from http://ets.freetranslation.com/ If youre bored, just check out that site. I did a translation to Simplified Chinese earlier on, It sounds so wrong. Direct translation, thou.

Omgawd, I'mma 'Fille folle!' :D Which means I'mma 'Crazy Girl!' Wahhhh, how is it pronounced? 'Fee-leh, Fo-leh?' AHHAHAHAHHAHHA.

Oooooh!.. Imma, Fee-leh Fo-leh!

I should go, 'Hey, how do you do? I'm FEE-LEH FO-LEH! Would you like to be friends with me? Look! IMMA FEE-LEH FO-LEH! AHAHAHA.'

Everyone would run away from mey. Hur hur.

Ok, enough with the 'fee-leh fo-leh.' Time to settle down. It's freaking 2:13am. Something must be wrong if I dun stop my nonsense. Ahem*
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School. (:
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On Friday, After the Orientation games. This isnt the only one. The rest are in Gerald's phone. He havent send me yet. ): He isnt online! Rawr. Now, the cyber shot phone looks tempting. But nevertheless, the DSLR tempts ME. Man! I sound like Im gonna eat it or something. I just met a girl on Friendster. Shes amazing, I mean the photos she had taken lah!

What were you people thinking. Im down right straight, ok!? I admit that I do look at girls. Ahem* WHAT?!

Back to her, she's really coooool & all. Whats more? Shes younger than ME lah. Yet so talented. OH, I have to work towards it already. Heehee. Oh ya, Raman cant stop showing off the lomo camera, he had gotten. WA LAO EH! & I make him promise me that he's gonna show me when I meet him up after CNY. :D Den I can bully him and steal his camera. HA HA HA HA.
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Oh my! Im super random today. OKAYE! I'm gone. I wanna play sims 2 already! :D Night all..

Sunday!

Sat, 12 Jan 2008 16:25:00 GMT

Just 4 minutes passed to the start of another day of the weekend, Sunday. Im aware that.. All of you know it's Sunday. Okay, you must be either referring to the calendar right or looking at the time at the bottom right hand corner of your monitor. :D Hovering teh cursor over the time to check out the day, Sunday. Heehee.

I'm being random. Being random is like part of my life.. Ok, something rather random and funny.. I found off Friendster, while looking at my friend's pictures he had uploaded,

Ta-dang! (:

Funny enough? At 1st I was figuring out what it mean by the teacher's comment 'Very funny, Peter.' After awhile, I burst out laughing.. Look at the sum! It says: Expand, (a+b)n. So the student did EXPAND the sum in a way where by the meaning of the word 'Expand.' you would find in the dictionary..

1st: (a   +   b)n
2nd: (a         +        b)n
3rd: (a             +                 b)n
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Hahahahahahahhahahah, expanded. The spaces in between got bigger & bigger! LOL. So cool. Why didnt I thought of it when i face difficulties in my math sums back in secondary school, rather than leaving it blank or writing the numbers I cld find off the sum and solving in a way which makes no sense.? LOL. Even though, you still get a big red cross, but at least you might be able to humour the teacher? (:

That picture which says 'Very funny, Peter.' IF i were that that Peter dude, I wld say.. 'Yeah, that's right. It was meant to be funny. & I was trying to make you laugh. :D'

The other picture I saw was a triangle. The question was to find the breadth of the triangle which is labelled X. With the height and the length given.. So that fella, circled X and wrote 'THERE IS IT!' You got what I mean, dont you? Nevermind.. Here's an example of it.

Got what I meant?

LOL. Some of you might have come across thios before. The email which was sent to some. Some may not know. Well, NOW YOU DO? Wldnt life be better if a student didnt know how to do a math sum gave funny answers like this better than, leaving it blank or giving answers which makes no sense? I think that wld be better. So have you given any stupid answers before which makes a good laugh? Tell me about it. Heehee. :D

Anyways, I'm gone. I'm too bored, its barely 12:30am yet, although 7 more minutes to 12:30am. But so? ANyways, I think Im gonna go play SIMS 2. :X I have not touch it for weeeks already. Heh.

BYE PEOPLE. (: